Have you ever wondered?

Hello! :)

Before I begin, I want to explain that this is half introduction/ half REAL first post.

Sometimes, I consider myself to be a sort of mild social outcast. I don't even try to fit in or follow any crowd. I'm not saying people who do that are wrong (I might think it sometimes), but that it's just my thing. Even if I tried, there is just too much to change. Therefore, I remain a bystander. I've realized people have almost forgotten me, as if I wasn't there. Lonely? Yes, but that is not the point. During those times where I am the bystander, I start to think. I am a person who asks many questions originally, but my status as an mildly unattached member of the outcast society allowed me to further indulge in my own questions. I don't waste time asking people because I know I don't need their answers. These questions and things I have wondered accumulate throughout the day, so I decided to document them. I don't mind if no one reads it, or if a million people read it. It doesn't matter to me.

I decided most of the things I will post are the most important questions and their background. However, it's not only limited to that. I will run out of questions. Therefore, every thought of the day will be posted here (Assuming I will post every day). Being the lonely high schooler that I am, I sit during classes and breaks (usually alone because even I like a break from my 'friends') and observe. At that moment, my mind wanders and collects information. Usually, it's boring topics like boyfriends, make up, and 'fitting in' ( this is mainly due to the fact I am collecting data in HIGH SCHOOL, which those are the main topics for girls ). I promise most of the posts are not going to be about that, because then I'd get bored and annoyed and probably hang myself in shame for lack of a brain to find out more.

Am I the only one who has these sorts of thoughts? Probably. I don't mind it though, not because I might consider myself "original" like many other do but because it does not matter. I will try not to be the conceited bastard that I am and post nonstop things about me. BUT I will write about what I think. These are all my opinions, so I will express them. Everybody has the right to wonder. Every single person can ask questions, but it's up to them what questions they will ask.

Wish me luck! :D

Extra Thought for the Day: Re-reading this, I realized it was mostly explaining about me. Am I that lonely? oO

Anyone else think I sound a little like some desperate loner looking for companionship? Anyone else notice how awesome I sound while talking about myself? xD