The Ultimate Hangout!

Hello! :)


Today at school, I went to class normally and slept put my head down to get a closer look at my notes. After a few minutes, I decided to ask the teacher very politely if I can excuse myself to the restroom. While walking to the restroom, I discovered possibly the most popular hangout.


The Girl's Bathroom.


Oh. My. God.
There was more than just a couple of 'em! A whole pack surrounded the poor (ignored) toilets and gossiped, complained, talked, put on make-up, and other worthless gabble. It was amazing! Not one of the toilets were occupied, but the mirrors and the sinks were. It amazed me how they had a gathering between different classes clans and exchanged annoying chatter information. The best part? They reminded me of zebras. Why? Because they all looked exactly the same. They acted no different either. It was astounding. (I'll probably blog about this later...)
I would've continued to compare them to animals, but I realized I really had to go. Usually, I would leave and look for a new bathroom or hold it and go to class. I don't really give a !*^&$#@ who listens, but it's kinda rude to interrupt their gathering. LISTEN TO ME PISS/POOP ALL YOU WANT. EVERYBODY DOES IT! DUNN THINK YOU ARE BETTER THAN ME! (for those who make fun of people who use the toilet like normal people)
I went unnoticed and silently took the toilet that was easiest to enter. I did my business, and struggled my way to the sinks. They stared at me as if I pooped on their living room. It was a little annoying, considering they were the ones who kinda intrude on me and my privacy time.


Enough with the story. Anyways, this isn't the first time I've found them hangin' out at the loo. If you look closely in your local high school, you will find them. I find it pretty amusing, and even made an essay (my English teacher's #1 favorite) all about it. You hear them always complaining how it stinks, or how people keep using it, but they still hang out there. I even see that some restrooms are more popular than others. Wonderful. They are picky about their bathrooms.
Before I end it, if you find yourself to be one of these wonderful weird "cool" people who hang out at the ALL TIME AWESOME Bathroomz like all these young folk these days, please clean up after yourselves. It is very annoying to find a huge mess. Why make things harder for yourselves and the janitor? Just focus on your little mirrors/sinks/babble.\


I'll leave it at that. I shouldn't even be on! Tee-hee :)


Anyone notice how much I like love using Strike-through and italics?

Is it really something embarrassing...?

Hello! :)


Okay! This post might be a little too much for a couple of you guys. This entry contains a bit talking about sex/masturbation, so leave now if you have a problem with that! I warned you...!


Today, my friend and I were playing a random game of Questions. We just asked questions back and forth (no repeats!) and had to answer them 100% honestly. We were bored and had nothing to do, so we were going on for quite a while. I was running out of questions, so I asked him, "Have you ever looked at porn?"
He froze.
I was a bit confused. I wasn't asking if he masturbated, so why was he all embarrassed. He refused to tell me the answer and we got into an argument (only lasted 2 minutes until we made up). He then explained to me that any topic that even slightly relates to masturbation is extremely embarrassing. I thought it was only him exaggerating, but I then asked everybody around me. They all agreed. Masturbation is a no-no topic.


Why is it so embarrassing? I read that masturbation is a healthy thing that everybody does, so I thought it was an open subject. I was surprised that people were embarrassed by it, but openly describe their sex lives to everybody. Masturbation is just having sex with the most wonderful and beautiful person - Yourself. What is there to be ashamed about? There's no fighting, pregnancies, selfish ending-before-you-finished, extra fetishes you are not attracted to, STDs, and unhealthy relationships attached! I say masturbation has much more benefits than normal and risky sex. Is it as exciting? Maybe not. Is it so big of a difference you should be ashamed of it? Of course not!
I would do a lengthy and detailed paragraph about the wonders and excitement of masturbating, but I shouldn't even be online right now! Therefore, you shall settle with a fast forward to the ending:
Before you ask; Yes, I have masturbated. I have done many awkward attempts, and none of them reached to  anything THAT big. Sad, isn't it? Sex is just too much hard work and takes WAY too long, and I never really got turned on without forcing it. Sex isn't my thing. I'm too immature, and I'm sure I'll get better at it later. I'm not ashamed of admitting it. I'm a little embarrassed that I have not been successful at masturbation. I mean, what girl, in the spring of her youth, cannot masturbate without injuring herself? I don't mean by being a masochist, which sometimes I think I might be a little bit... It's odd, I know. I guess I'm doing it wrong, but I'll get it later. Everybody says I will naturally find how to do it, so I'll work hard finding it myself. It's a challenge :)


What do you think about masturbation?


Good luck! :)

R.I.P.

Hello! :)
skipped a day of posting because something horrible has happened: A death of a loved one.


Who died?
My computer.


Instead of doing a random post about whatever silly thing pops up in my head, I shall dedicate this to my wonderful computer.

"You never know what you have until it is lost"

Sadly, this is all too true. I have received my first computer as a present in 2003. Ever since that day, I have went on every single day nonstop. I never knew how addicted I was. I thought I would not be able to live without it. Yesterday, I realized that my computer keeps showing a black screen with letters and numbers that mean nothing to me. No matter what I did, the computer would not do anything else. I was devastated.


And got over it a few minutes later.


Sure, I feel left out and unattached to the world now. It's like I died, but it didn't change much. My habits are just broken, I guess. I have just been bored recently.
Of course, everything in that computer is gone now. All the 600+ songs I collected, the drawings I made, the stories I never finished, the pictures I randomly kept and never deleted, the saved pages, etc. all gone. I never liked backing up all the files because I always felt like, "Not like I'll need it. My computer is just fine.". I never thought I was so wrong!
Anyways, I am sneaking into my step-father's computer for the time being. I have to buy a new >laptop<. Why laptop? Because they are cheaper. I am poor without a job and in high school. There is no way I have enough to buy a computer. Also, I realized it is a lot cheaper to buy a Mac. Why? Because PCs get viruses so they need a bit of the extra things. A Mac may be expensive at first, but they last longer and they look nicer.
Anyways, I probably won't be posting continuously and might skip days. I know nobody is really reading this, but it makes me feel special to point this out :)


Oh! And my little brother went to the hospital yesterday... He broke his arm :) Nobody believed him since he usually complains a lot, but it turned out he did have a broken wrist and we were all wrong for not believing him.


Random Thought: Doesn't it look like I care more about my computer than my cute little brother?